probably the last blog entry

im really happy and this blog and my real life diary has helped me out a bloody lot.

kd i wish you were here although im real glad you arent.

thats just it this confusion has to fucking end.

as of now i surrender my all obsessions and forgive everyone.

i am utterly at peace and eager to prove certain people wrong about the afterlife

i have decided that both my virginity and my last cigarette will outlive me.

if there isnt a post tomorrow,know that it did.

the last person man enough to smoke navy cuts in bit is no more.

peace and love

and if i dont return do not bloody follow in my fucking footsteps

senti warning.i am slightly stoned right now

Well after 4 years some things have changed

essentially the first post became inapplicable and then became valid again about a month ago.

then i began a distinct downward spiral as far as academics are concerned and a slightly upward one in campus notoriety.

now in my final year most of my frends are gone and those that remain seem to have rearranged priorities.

there are three changes

1 Pa=pr

dilip one of my best frends is almost exactly the same.me trying desperately to hit on his ex merely makes him laugh(and me too actually since im unspeakably bad at it)

another thing that is pretty much the same is my disregard of punctuation whenever i write and hypocrisy in demanding it whenever i read.

2 pa>pr

here we have the example of sujitesh and most people on duty.

dont get me wrong here i thoroughly approve of the involved female but we who knew him so well before feel something has been compromised post bachelorhood.

3 pa

here certain new frends come into light.

theres one called kala with whom i had a 4 hour walk just for the heck of it

in his words "its surprising how far a pleasant conversation will get you"

in this case 14 kilometers after a night out.

and yes depression makes whatever i write seem to suck.

i cannot say for sure that ill be back

thanks to ashwina to remind me that this blog still existed.i had truly forgotten about it.

@ all my sot friends__Why dont I drink?

This has been probably the most asked question of my life. Depending on how it's asked, my response has varied from the finger to an intimate conversation into the wee hours of the morning.
I don't consider myself an asshole in the usual case, so let me qualify that remark about giving the finger. I've actually never responded that way, but I almost have a couple of times. I remember one was when this really obnoxious senior of mine was here. He offered me a beer and someone else offered up "Arnab doesn't drink." He turned to me and gave me a heartfelt "Oh, that sucks. I'm sorry."
Sorry? I thought. I certainly don't need your pity.
Generally people ask me with some degree of respect and even sometimes envy. I try not to let it go to my head, though. My short answer is that "I don't feel like I need it." That's good enough for some, but sometimes it goes on a bit more:
I'm a big fan of if it ain't broke, don't fix it. Remember this is the guy who will walk into a restaurant 3 times a week for 4 years and order the same damned thing every time. I not certain think I'm boring, I kinda just like to leave well enough alone. That part is the same as the reason I don't eat brinjals.
But it's not as haphazard as that simple explanation makes it sound. I have given it a lot of thought. I kinda see it as something I'd need a reason to start doing, rather than something I need a reason not to do. I sometimes ask people why they do drink. The usual responses are "to fit in," "to be social," and "to let loose." I think I do all right covering all three of these on my own. (And den theres the finger backup)
I've been told by people that my nonchalance is astounding regarding my stress levels towards Colleg eand other "big responsibilities." I guess I'm lucky enough to get by without stressing. I've never been really stressed out over anything. When it comes to socializing, I have my barriers. So far, though, I've never been in a situation where I haven't been able to let them down. I've never felt unable to let loose and socialize, so no catalyst seems necessary.
There are a couple of reasons I've come up with through my own observations, that people either aren't aware of or can't say aloud. I sometimes see people using alcohol as an excuse to act a little dumber. I don't mean that in a bad way. Consider the man who can't get on the dance floor until he's had a few drinks, or the kid who can't go up and talk to a girl without a little liquid courage. I am not those people. if i cant do it myself im not going to use any form of crutch.
So fine, it's not a necessity for me. But it's fun, right? Why not give it a try?
I can have my fun. And if I want a drink in my hand, nothing beats a kinley. There are more obvious reasons not to drink, too. I've seen plenty of alcohol abuse, and I've had to clean up after plenty of it as well. I'm talking about all kinds of cleanup, from mild to just not cool: Holding back a puker's hair. Babysitting for hours. Staying up and watching someone sleep so they don't drown in vomit. Cleaning up plenty of vomit. Driving people home. Carrying people home.Caring for drunken injuries. Filling in memories.
Someone once asked me if I didn't drink because I was a control freak. Later that night I ended up being the only one able to talk to their parents, cleaning up 1200- /rs worth of damage to my bike, and calling the ambulance for my neighbour.
I'm not even militantly saying everyone should give it up, or that anyone should aspire to follow my lead. I just wish more people could acknowledge that it's a reasonable conclusion to have reached for myself, and let me have it.
I don't think that's too much to ask.

me not having net!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

check out dis site
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please read it throughhttp
://www.thezeitgeistmovement.com/

throm ka brother
me back from pre final submissions
check these out buckos and buckettes .
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lenght warning
may be clinically boring
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deBroglie, caught quite unawares,
Observed a mixed state of affairs:
'Twas Schroedinger's cat
Who quietly sat,
While running away down the stairs.
________bruce elliot

There was a man who said, "God,"
It has always struck me as odd
that the sycamore tree
simply ceases to be
when there's no one about in the quad."

"Dear Sir, Your astonishment's odd;
I am always about in the quad:
And that's why the tree
will continue to be,
since observed by
Yours faithfully, God.


________dunno who rote dis on my desk last sem but man id love to have met him


A Brief History of Gravity

It filled Gallileo with mirth
To watch his two rocks fall to Earth.
He gladly proclaimed,
"Their rates are the same,
And quite independent of girth!"

Then Newton announced in due course
His own law of gravity's force:
"It goes, I declare,
As the inverted square
Of the distance from object to source."

But remarkably, Einstein's equation
Succeeds to describe gravitation
As spacetime that's curved,
And it's this that will serve
As the planets' unique motivation.

Yet the end of the story's not written;
By a new way of thinking we're smitten.
We twist and we turn,
Attempting to learn
The Superstring Theory of Witten!



_____________done in class during toppo bhagwans subject.Toppo u rock


Fussy Electrons

by David Morin, Eric Zaslow, E'beth Haley, John Golden, and Nathan Salwen

An electron is sure hard to please.
When spread out, it sometimes will freeze.
Though agoraphobic,
It's still claustrophobic,
And runs off when put in a squeeze.

>D


Story of farad
ne allusions to charcters living or deadis downright intended


Miss Farad was pretty and sensutal
And charged to a reckless potential;
But a rascal named Ohm
Conducted her home -
Her decline was, alas, exponential.
______urs truly

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looky here
dis ones on one desk at osmania university
friggin awesome ppl

12 + 144 + 20 + 3\|4           2
-------------------- + 5*11 = 9  + 0
        7

a dozen, a gross, and a score
plus three times the square root of four
divided by seven
plus five times eleven
is nine squared and not a bit more



and my teacher taught me dis
actually her daughter did but wat the heck

I used to think math was no fun
'Cause I couldn't see how it was done
Now Euler's my hero
And I now see why zero
Equals e^iπ+1

yah and if deres neone reading ull probably think "dis jerk tas such a long break from the internet and this is all he can come up with?"
well ur damn right dis is all he can come up with .... >P
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ps__________if neone knows anymore plsm pls likhne ka kasht karey.i really love limericks and any more are welcomed with wide open eyes.
'(O,O)'

of this and that

Has anyone ever wonderer about backstabbers?
i mean why is it the back they stab?
sure the explanation is that they attack the ultimate blind spot but ill tell ye a story laddie why the back is a very sad place to be.
me and some freinds of mine went to the music room
a freind of mine(drummer ,Abhinav) started his gig on the drums when i wanted to try my hand at it.
i asked him nicely, appealed to our freindship,appealed to the spitit of gayness, and reminded him of those hajmolas i got him to lemme have a go 1st
he said i sucked anyway and told me wait for my turn.
*ping*
i see red
then i went behind him with the thought of tickling him till he begs me to stop and.....................




Phhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
let this be a lesson unto us to find better places to stab ;
for that depraved soul had farted.

:D

kuku wid a bag! george in the girls seat! me bald and riding! The end of the world is here!!!!!